Mentating ..

To question is only human. . .to look for answers...perhaps..to not find them and sulk ..mortal ...Period. Life is all about finding what you need..?..well not exactly ..life is indeed a journey and mostly it entails foraying into unforseen territories and encumbrances full of tedious travails...but thats just one side of the story .. not to mention that the grass is no more greener on the other side .. but sometimes our pessimism gets the better of us....more often than we think it does.. more than we admit it does...
The mind has the very unique ability to grasp everything and anything but it points out only the things that catches our fancy and thoughts that dwell within...From politics to crime to sports ..mass media and wildlife...how often do we ponder on things that really dont affect us....?
..while reading the morning newspaper..? or perhaps when striking a conversation with someone who's a complete stranger..?.sometimes when its pertinent to debate..?..the pattern as I see is that we choose to act instinctively which is though understandable yet sometimes devoid of logic.
There is much more to life than just money or mere realisation that we are not perfect nor perhaps immortal , life is supposed to be lived in this realm of now, the present .. the so called 'gift' that comes our way .. one by one .. everyday.
Living in an economy and surrounding as diverse as ours does grant me a sensibility to view and accept all of it if not really appreciate it. Like many of those around me, I have many a questions, most of them .. the most pertinent ones .. somehow still unanswered. And In a way this quest has me on my heels and somewhere the fear has me anxious as to what would become of me when I reach the answer to that anamoly, would my search conclude and my life stagnate , would all the meanings and rationales oblivate and peripheries coagulate into that one essence , the moment .. of reckoning .